For Dear Mummy

I cant say how much i love u, or lucky iam to have u.

Its more than words can ever hold, your words that shaped my voice

are like precious gems and gold.

With ur love & patience,discipline & tears ,u let me shape up

myself to reach my hopes that were sculpted thru years.

At the core of me,

If i could have ever taken ur life upon myself,

with all strife and pain , and to ease u into some space

where u could have lived again.

For me ,

your heart is a deep abyss ,bottom of which i will always fine forgiveness,

and you are a moon that shines upon my despair,

so whenever i weep ,i know someone is there.

DEAR MUMMY

"LOVE IS ALL I HAVE FOR U , AND WISHING U WITH ALL I HAVE ON THIS OCCASION FOR YOU."

Life with phantoms!

Life is all about what u see.

The ones who do not fill thier world with phantoms,

remain or choose alone to be .

Life is an apparation of its own .

Making us live in it with all thats still unknown.

Phenomenon of our existence is yet to be discovered .

Until than phantoms are the one ,

acting as our cover.

I wish - For my wishes to come true.

I wish , my wishes cud come true....
in other sense they wont remain wishes if they really do.

Perhaps desire they become when no one around.
Secretly u keep looking for a sentimental background.

Beginning of a never ending era it is,
with much to be discovered and to wait for 'eureka' with it.

Hoping someday to be out again , i wud once more admire and gain.
Me,myself and i with all,
shall wait for the moment of applaud and befall.

Fall- but not in love

Why to wait for 'someone' and
Why to crave for love.
In the mean whole world u live in
Dont give the reasons to other for urself getting hurt.

As emotions start to flow and rumble ,
Logic goes crumbling down like waves,
Expressing suppressions,
which were once locked away in their caves.

Keep urself away from fantasy of love
The never ending ecstasy of time it is.....
Captures ur mind for nothing and craves u more than for anything.
And stupidly makes u move beyond the enemy lines with it.

Beware with the role u have to play ,
Beware with rules u decide
sometime or other the chosen 'one' wud be reason for u to fall apart beside.

I guess peacefully u have come and will go
stand up for urself in the whole road .....
Follow the path of desires and mainly goals
untill and unless u give up on ur soul.

Life is About Sorrows and Joy

Continents drift far away, and mountains disappear .
Life dissolves into dreams ,still love is there.

High above the virtue of time ,
ignoring the left space,
i know we have to be apart ,but we are close enuf in our hearts.

Dark wud be the sky , and time would not fly ,
still i'll wonder with the dreams to which i surrender.
For the time when i was not alone ....... and was pampered.

We know sometimes we have to wait, for life to come around,
And sometimes that it won't, but still there's some good to be found.

What shall one do ?
when at the same time one feels joy and sorrow,
glad for today and wary for tommrow.....

The passion for love and frienship alone , leave me worthy to carry on my own.
we shared our special days, and the happiness of one for two.
And if we must go separate ways, let my love remain with you.

I miss the laughter, and the smiles .
Times we have been together througout u have been kind.
your achievments become my pleasure and
your happiness will always double my treasure.

Being cared by all.

For me life has been as happening as can be.
i have been cared for more than what i can see.
i dont know whether iam worthy of it or not.
i dont know whether i can give it back or not.

Still in the midst of life......
i feel i have reached it all.
To say a word for the ones who are my pal.
u have been always close and near .
u are like charms with gold smeared .
i always and always would be greatful to u.
and love is only i cud ever return for true.

Give Me Something .....

Give me something to fight for
and not hand me what all you have.....
Give me something to crave
and not push yourself on me.....
Give me something to figure out
and let me find it for myself....
Give me something to lust
and make me thirst for more....
Give me something I fear to loose
and let me plead for it not to leave....
Give me something called LOVE
but please no longer smother me.....

Can i call myself a poet!

Can i be a person ,u wud call a poet
I'll be writing poems before anyone cud know it.
People say iam obessesed,
others think iam posessed.
I tell them iam sorry that i always rhyme,
i can't help it i do it all the time. :)
Living alone far from home,
i haven't come here to write alone.
Still i think writing is fun,
and i guess while reading it ,one shud not run.
Every word counts,they pound on you face
slow down and enjoy them ,its not a race.
Nothing perhaps is more in my mind,
So presently i think its leaving time.

Sweet Memories

We shared endless moments together,
questioning if the feelings were true,
Not realizing how fast time had flew.
The time had come for me to part and go away,
The words goodbye I had refused to say.

I am now miles away from the ones I love,
things are so different, but they still all I think of.
A day seems like year and a month feels like forever,
I think about the times we spent, and THAT I will always treasure.

The cute little smile that brightened my day.
I'll wait patiently until we can meet again,
but i am now more satisfied as they are more than just my friends
and this is the feeling which will remain until my end.
To bring back those moments, and to finally see your smiles,
I hope that things will remain the same for a while.

My feelings for you are now stronger than before,
and your love is something I will not ignore.
People come and go here and there ,
memories are always given by them to cherish and share.

Those Years

In the whirlpool of thoughts,
Trying to Forget, the time
when it was tough and the one i regret.

Still those years shivers me, bring fear near me
haunt like a ghost which i try not to host.

I have strived to makeover myself,
from the past i lead ......
And wait with an embrace for my future ahead.

For Ones No More

Dearest Dadi.......

You’re gone and never coming back
I know 'cause I have waited.
Left here alone falling apart
I know 'cause now I’m jaded.

Many lonely days pass without you
I know 'cause I have to live it.
My love wasn’t enough for you
I know 'cause I see I couldn’t give it.

My love won’t ever fade
I know 'cause I’m still here.
I can't forget you
I know 'cause of all the tears.

A hundred words can’t bring you back
I know 'cause I have tried.
Neither could a hundred tears
I know 'cause I have cried .

Blankness Around.

Lost the Meaning of life,
Broken forever, start to end,
inside and out ,wil never mend.

Entangled in this mess of hurt and
the stress.Strain on my veins,tears are blood.
Saturation has come up, can't take no more,
oh..... the lovely world is there a cure?

I look at the sky ,blank and dark as night,
cant see or feel no more ,i continue to cry.

Someone out there , save me from this place
take my memories ,i need them erased.
wipe the red tears from my depressed face,
as iam afraid i might disappear without a trace.

Loved ones near my heart .

You mean so much to me
More than I could ever say,
and even if you don't believe me
I mean it in every way.

Without you in my life
I don't know where id be,
You’ve helped me in so many ways
and I hope that you agree.

We’ve gone through some rough times
But we always made it through
and with you by my side
There's nothing we can’t do.

We’ve been friends forever ,
since the day that we were born
But it seems that lately you’ve been feeling very torn.
And I want you to understand
that I'm always here for you
and ill do whatever it takes to help you make it through .

You are such a great person
and a truly awesome friend.
I know we will be friends until the very end…

**Most of the ones near my heart ,can find altleast a line
for them to feel special even we are apart**

Waves and Me

Waves against my feet, come near to share
Feelings never felt before , and i dare to share .
same is the world as it happens to be , so lets be together
me and waves for all others to greet.

Time gone !

As the clock ticked slowly and silence filled the room,
The rate of my heart was slow and numb.
Sounds from yesterday rung in my sleep;
Memories from my mind so deep,Fading,
fading away but never;
Gone is yesterday, gone forever.
Gloominess stirkes once again ,since times never return,
People come and go , leave memories for you to feel the burn.