22 September 2005

Life with 'The One'

Knowing the facts of life,
U care to love someone and
U promise to stay with them throughout your time.

Even when u know
U cant stand the pain of being alone.
U always guess 'the one' never should go,
The sooner u know,that nothing stays along,
May be u wouldn't have fallen into it for long.

I never say 'Not go for Love',
But its worth saying " let love be for u",'
Cos harder u stick to something , weaker is the passion for it
let life run at its pace, and find 'the one' ,
Being with whom u wont be out of place.

16 September 2005

Sunken Feelings

Not by intention , still left alone in this dismal place ,
Forgotten by the ones I thought cared .
Not knowing what's to become of my insignificant soul,
Fearing I might never recover from the state which i never have choosen of my own .

Tears once stopped,started flowing from my unhappy eyes
And form a stream that flows me further away ,
Heart aches for happiness that is lost don't know where,
Panic of this lives forever and bring my end near.

Scared to be in this place all alone ,
I know that no one has life as easy go.....
But with no one around to save me from pain
Accompanied only by anguish that creeps from within
Terrified of what the future will entail .

Will I be over with it ?
I question my mind for it.
Where happiness melts and sorrow takes over
Living this life is becoming all too familiar ,
Remedy for which i cant yet reach over.

Each day that passes hope gets diminished
Fear traps me in the world of hatred
Pleasure gets buried in this world of misery
And life filled with joy has been forgotten and lost
Forever perhaps I may lead this life where there is only me and no one else atmost.

Sadness is abundant ,yet often routine
And becomes my only remembrance of what life really has seen
Luck i once believed has never struck me with its charms.
Pass few years have given enuf, for me to be in fears with no ones arms.

Where depression and agony arose from the heart
I still try to avoid this miserable state.
Trying is what i have been doing so.
For it's all I've ever known and keeps me alive .

*Its nothing that i am unhappy ......in life i have lead so far.......but desires to achieve
are pulling my legs too far..... sometimes we all have down phases.....where hardwork
and motivation may lead u towards better days*

11 September 2005

Does Expectation Provide Anything?

Lets discuss on the topic,
Expecting i would myself resolve the matter.
Hate to admit that expections lead
towards my dream house to shatter.
Yes, I and others too... fall and get trapped in this web,
Exepecting from people they love and hate .......

What happens is for time being , some fulfill their 's and some
fall in dismay because of others.
Irony is still whole world is connected through it,
We knowingly or unknowingly do expect something or other from each other.......
Lets see relationships, expecting is the tie between the two ,
Still to prolong the time lap for relationship , i suggest less expectations
would definately delay the discussions we do not agree on,
and seperations we never thought of.
I myself have not and niether can all of us
fulfill what all has been expected from us.

Stil iam trying to come out of the web , explaining myself
for should i or should i not expect from others......
the sooner i find an answer .......
sooner i would be saving my dream house to shatter.

16 August 2005

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05 August 2005

NOT YET KNOWN ?


How can it happen ,that word dont help alot
Even in rains , life experiences draught !
Something has changed or is new to be found
I still am wondering for it around!
How can it happen ,that with people around
Feeling of loneliness stills bothers me and is profound.
Even if iam in a new phase of life,
practical as i can be is not helping me to strife.
Wish i could just let go myself ,
turn my heart into a stony shelf,
to have no feelings and yet believe that i exist.
Would this help to consider that i do live ?....

14 June 2005

My inspiration !

Destination is yet to be found,
But u being my inspiration,
have brought light into my unknown grounds.

Your love remains as passion ,
And my heart gets enticed by this strong emotion.

You are the person i would like to be and admire,
Deep inside my heart , our friendship remains lighted as fire.

I portrait you as my strength and power,
Being with you , i have ability to fulfill my desires.

How much u mean to me, cannot be expressed.
At the core ,and my spirit within believes
That u are the one to swift me away from mislead.

01 June 2005

Love and its nature.

Love as symbol of eternity,
Wipes the time and memory from beginning till far end.
It makes time pass and time makes it pass.

Its a vicious ring of fire,
In which we unleash ourselves towards uncertainity,
The zeal for it brings us more closer to infelicity.

I dont and never object for it,
Once you trip over ,you get over with it.
But once you fall, you fall forever in it.

Its you who decide the path, and you who choose to follow
Even knowingly that its a path towards sleepy hollow.

Still passion for it prevail in the world, just like everything else evil here
And the ones who have never tasted this bloody smear,
fall for it without any fear.