Why Do I Write?

Writing poems is what i do,
when my mind is under emotional flue.

Writing poems is what i do,
when i wanna express my desires unfulfilled and true.

Writing poems is what i want,
when mind wonders around states whom i controll cant .

Writing poems is what i want ,
when i have cirumstances to be described in flaunt.

Writing to me and others ,
have diffrent effects and answers.
Not all whom i love and hate,
have ability to underline my case.
I have no regrets for what i do,
in some case its an outlet for my emotional values
and in others just remembrances of some happenings i went thru..

Finale!

Saying bye is never an easy thing to say
but, it was inevitable that i would come to this day.

it's the hardest thing i have to do
and , it's killing me to let go of you.

From the beginning, i knew there was no chance
for this one-sided romance
my mind tells me my emotions aren't true
but, my heart cannot deny that i've had fallen for you.

Once again i've let myself down,
without exepecting this in town and
now all i do is weep and frown.

My dreams are of you holding me in your tight embrace
and the memories i'd ever wanted are now erased.
Heart do tell things you wanna follow ,
but minds takes me off from this sleepy hollow.

You've made me feel emotions i've never felt before
that's why it's so hard to close this loving door.

My story never was of cinderella,
niether was i the one charmed with magic,
Still harder it gets , to know how people are
and their acts , as they behave change ur world with ending as bad and tragic.

But, now it's time to say goodbye, my wonderful enemy or friend
before my passion turns me into a dark end
because, as always, great things... have a great end.

Cold moments

Nobody is there except me, for myself to listen and
care.The one i expected ,was never even there.

Complexity of relationships,have pulled the strings so
far.Now mending the wear would need another life and heart.

I will survive as far as i want ,and as desire gets wearker would turn myself into a cold stone.

Friendship and love i have shared all,now i have also
seen alone spring, autumn and fall.

Life is full of surprises, everyday new one comes in keeping my eyes open , i try
to catch them and save in.To let there be a stack for ,when iam gone to be traced not to have pity on it rather learn to be more brave.

Life with 'The One'

Knowing the facts of life,
U care to love someone and
U promise to stay with them throughout your time.

Even when u know
U cant stand the pain of being alone.
U always guess 'the one' never should go,
The sooner u know,that nothing stays along,
May be u wouldn't have fallen into it for long.

I never say 'Not go for Love',
But its worth saying " let love be for u",'
Cos harder u stick to something , weaker is the passion for it
let life run at its pace, and find 'the one' ,
Being with whom u wont be out of place.

Sunken Feelings

Not by intention , still left alone in this dismal place ,
Forgotten by the ones I thought cared .
Not knowing what's to become of my insignificant soul,
Fearing I might never recover from the state which i never have choosen of my own .

Tears once stopped,started flowing from my unhappy eyes
And form a stream that flows me further away ,
Heart aches for happiness that is lost don't know where,
Panic of this lives forever and bring my end near.

Scared to be in this place all alone ,
I know that no one has life as easy go.....
But with no one around to save me from pain
Accompanied only by anguish that creeps from within
Terrified of what the future will entail .

Will I be over with it ?
I question my mind for it.
Where happiness melts and sorrow takes over
Living this life is becoming all too familiar ,
Remedy for which i cant yet reach over.

Each day that passes hope gets diminished
Fear traps me in the world of hatred
Pleasure gets buried in this world of misery
And life filled with joy has been forgotten and lost
Forever perhaps I may lead this life where there is only me and no one else atmost.

Sadness is abundant ,yet often routine
And becomes my only remembrance of what life really has seen
Luck i once believed has never struck me with its charms.
Pass few years have given enuf, for me to be in fears with no ones arms.

Where depression and agony arose from the heart
I still try to avoid this miserable state.
Trying is what i have been doing so.
For it's all I've ever known and keeps me alive .

*Its nothing that i am unhappy ......in life i have lead so far.......but desires to achieve
are pulling my legs too far..... sometimes we all have down phases.....where hardwork
and motivation may lead u towards better days*

Does Expectation Provide Anything?

Lets discuss on the topic,
Expecting i would myself resolve the matter.
Hate to admit that expections lead
towards my dream house to shatter.
Yes, I and others too... fall and get trapped in this web,
Exepecting from people they love and hate .......

What happens is for time being , some fulfill their 's and some
fall in dismay because of others.
Irony is still whole world is connected through it,
We knowingly or unknowingly do expect something or other from each other.......
Lets see relationships, expecting is the tie between the two ,
Still to prolong the time lap for relationship , i suggest less expectations
would definately delay the discussions we do not agree on,
and seperations we never thought of.
I myself have not and niether can all of us
fulfill what all has been expected from us.

Stil iam trying to come out of the web , explaining myself
for should i or should i not expect from others......
the sooner i find an answer .......
sooner i would be saving my dream house to shatter.

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