Wavy Life

Moon lit nights with waves aside
Missing someone whom you want beside .

Remembering the laughs and joyous moments
Being close were the happiest events .

Embracing their love and support always
Helps us come along the dark hallways .

You will see the new sunshine
And soon would be the rising time.

What About ..?

What about the person you Love?
What about the person who loves you?
Can they be same? Is a question stuck in whirlpool?

What about word compromise?
And what about word sacrifice?
Do they have same meaning? It’s always hard to decide.

What about what we do for others?
And What about what we get from them?
Well this see-saw balance is never neutral in Life game.

What about you ?
And What about me ?
The only common thing is we both can read .

When is the End

When is the end for times I Spend…
Evenings in pain and mornings so vain..

When is the end for sitting alone in nights
Listening songs and crying inside ..

When is the end ,I ask myself now
Changing my nature and trying to fight it somehow..

When is the end , where I try to express myself
Have a conversation and then not think that all are deaf..

When is the end , where iam living at this pace
Running alone and all alone in this race..

When is the end, to be like this and
How can I change to be merry again..
Iam trying to get answers..and having no luck..
And still with all this I know ..I cant give up..

Marriage ..A Beginning..or An End..

Moments we shared,
Will never come again...
Time we use to spare,
Will never be done again...

So much busy with life we are...
Living it,was forgotten way far.
Trying to catch up and not to be upset,
Leaves me alone again and bereft...

I wish changing so was easy as said,
Not to be a weekend couple ahead...
Some people say,that’s what happens,
I always thought we were little different...

How much far from crowd you can go ?
How much can you save yourself from flu?
Time comes, when we all give up...
And fighting for same charm is left undone...
This is where marriage actually has begun...

Reality as we all know ,
Is harder to digest...
Friendship is easy than marriage to be kept...
Why does one ends when one begins...Don't know finding reasons for same...

" Evil Within "

Deep down inside,
Lies within us all...
A small child who cries ,
And asks for help through his calls.

Deep inside there only ,
Lies an Evil man who crawls,
Kills the child every time
With no mercy at all.

Feelings to help others and
Understand rise again and again..
But this world has made us change and
We only think of gain….

Evil is within and no where else to be found
Conquering your own evils would be the most sound action around.

All New...

New heights to achieve,
New desires to fulfill,
New nations to explore ,
And New ways to pay bills....

New are the phase of one's own Life
New are the ways to go through them alive....

New moments to capture, forever and ever
New people to love and be together .....

New days come along, every season ahead.
New are the stars to count above our head ...

So Much new happening in every mile,
Don’t know where to start and rest for a while...
Just lying on green grass and looking at sky,
Makes me wonder what do I care...Let it all pass by....

Part Of life !

Part Of life,
As we all say,
Three Little words,
Making it easy to convince us everyday.

Whatever might be the pain?
Whatever might be the gain?
In the end we sit thinking on it,
And say we are sane.

This is not a question I ask,
And not an answer I seek,
I too belong to the same creek :)

Just wondering with the times gone,
And waiting to see ones on way,
I know it might not be a perfect answer,
But still it can be used ahead, everyday.
With what we do, and what we want
If we don’t have it, we say chill …”Its part of Life”
And its on our plate.

Where and What -Can this be changed ?

Where we stand ,
Is always an edge of a cliff.

What we see,
Is the whole world beneath it .

What we desire,
Is the ability to fly across and touch nothing.

What we get,
Is a hard push, and journey to be lead with suffering.

Where should we go?
When mind turns back on us

Where should we go?
When life leaves no options for us

Where should we go?
When time stops its healing .

Where should we go ?
When we can’t listen our own saying.

Lost somewhere , in words above..........
Figuring how I could end the dialogue discovered.........
Choosing again a reason to go on.........
Without knowing if it would mean some thing right or wrong...........

Khawab Aur Ehsaas !

Khawab Hai Yeh Zindagi,
Jismein Aap Hon Humare Saath.....

Naaraz Hain Us Khuda Se,
Jisnein Jine Nahi Diya Yeh Ehsaas.....

Jiye Ja Rahein Hain Intenezaar Mein,

Yehi Sochkar, Ki Kab Aap Honge Humare Paas.....

Missing U Love .

Him on my mind :)

As the day ends and night’s rolls in,
I keep wondering in mind for my love within

As the night grows darker and hollow
I can see tear marks somewhere on my pillow

With every day passing by,
Love of life is more needed beside

Love and kindness what I have known,
Its just one part of shalabh’s persona into which he has grown

For every moment we had spent together,
Memories live for ever and ever

Thanks to god and family and friends
For bringing him in life as the happiest event

We made this episode to the most
And love within has prepared us both

Waking up everyday for him to join,
And life is going on with hope and him on my mind

Dedicated to one person in life “Shalabh” having role of my hubby, friend and love.

Things You Do !

Love inside , with a burning pain
Why is it hard , to ever trust again
Things u love and things u admire
Are not the ones who really care.

Love outside, with a secret smile
Why is it there, when u walk alone a mile.
Things u like , and things u do
Not really are the best things for you.

Waiting for future, which is untold
Even when u know, deep inside what it holds.
Things u love and things u admire
Are not the ones who really care.

Waiting hard, for it to rain
Even when u know, it’s for vain.
Things u like , and things u do
Not really are the best things for you .

Remember alone , you have came
And journey ahead of life is going to be same.
Things u do and things u don’t
Are forever left behind , with people with which you have grown.

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Present And Past !

What use to matter, is on hold.
The things for which I am puzzled,are yet to be told....

What were those days, which my history holds !
The days were awesome with friends and family, I would love to unfold....

What happens going ahead might not be real !
The happenings in life are the only things from whomI don’t fear....

What we are today, or going to be !
Is a pattern of what we were and what we foresee....

What we do now, is next step of our life ladder
The deeds we did are anyways with us forever....

What charms me the most , is the appreciation I get
For the love I show and the respect ....
New people and New families I would be part of,
Being a wife is really smart choice to make as of....

Cherishing some last moments of bachelor hood, and waiting to live life to the fullest when my partner comes into my life and makes it more momentous……

Mother's Day- To all beloved Mom's

A lovely Poem for you,
Mother’s blessings and words......

Mother’s hand and blessings given,
Rule the world and make us sail.
Even in cottage or palace, no matter from where we scale.
All rainbows gently curl and we never have storms assail it.

Mother’s hand an blessings given,
Rule the world and make us visible
Divine is her mission, to help us have an easy fame.
With the teachings she gives us,
prolongs our name in this world of game.

Mother’s hand an blessings given,
Rule the world and make us pure.
No matter how powerful we are,
she makes us feel secure ,
Her words are the carrier which lead us to manifest and unfold.

I Wish I Was There...

Our words dont express the feelings we have ,

How much they are true....No one ever knew....

We have special people,

With whom u wanna be,

How much they matter..No one can ever see....

I wish ..I was there

To let u know,

I would hold so u close,And never let u go ....

I wish..I was there

To let u know,

Nothing in this world, can replace you....

I wish..I was there

To let u know,

I would hear your voice, and gaze into your eyes....If that was my choice....

I wish..I was there

To let u know,

How much it means to be together,

I wait for the time when we'll be with each other.

Till then u are in my heart forever & ever....

Special Presence

For Someone Special in your life !!!

Having your attention

Being in your thoughts

I feel Iam wanted & feel the need of my presence.

Holding your hands

Being close to you

I feel safe from the storms that surround me.

Hearing you voice

Being able to gain your emotional support

I feel as if i have it all.

For that someone special , I would let him know

how much i love , as each day wud pass,

when we wud be together.

Take It As It Comes!!!

These words" take is as it comes " are what we learn when we
join a meditation class.....or simply mean that........
to be easy with what's gonna come in future.

Surely , saying and doing differ here ,
As really to accept what ever comes
and that too easily is tough ......and some times really ......tough.

Then why do we accept these lines, or beleive in being posetive ,
is that what we get as an answer to whatever we dont want to accept ,
or as an advice from friend , who's standing beside to help u go thru tough times.

Or perhaps , with all alterations that we can do in our life , the final one of what's gonna
happen tommrow is by the way .......not at all in our hands....

Sometimes i think"is it worth attention- planned outlook towards life " ,
to be sucessful in terms of whom...urself or others.....
Answer is not yet explicable for me atleast !!!!

Simple words

Three Little words, I LUV U
Simplest and still hard to fully understand.
They are powerful , but its has taken me far
for their meaning to comprehend.

Enjoying every little moment , when i feel iam wanted
And trying to beleive in whats true.
Growing up as an adult, is driving me crazy,
to walk on roads which are new.

I have few friends , who live in my heart,
Time and distance always keeps us apart.
Constantly i feel the need to be with them,
Just that i know in real life , good friend arms are not always there and then.

Too Many Not's !

Not Inspired,
Just in an emotional stream,
I went off testing my beliefs and dreams.

Not Knowing,
And still knowing it all,
I felt cud change what's there to fall.

Not Wanting,
And now no desires left,
I found myself alone and bereft.

Not Trying,
Just in a act of life,
Iam playing a daughter, sister and perhaps someday a wife.

Not Sad,Not Happy
Blurr seems to be the picture of me being lucky!

Now a days I admire my own patience
Hope sitting alone for long would give me answer for my silence.

Desire !

Someone special to be my soul mate,
Is he out there searching me and my fate.
We all want something we cant have,
And love can be good as well as bad.
The days would come when i 'll love someone,
Would be holding hands and be in his strong arms.
Sweet passionate moments together,
Time would stop then to wander.
Feeling of heavenly bliss,With his touch and first kiss.
I know i'll find someone who is loving and kind,
Just that i hope my feelings are not left behind.
Little scared and nervous to go ahead,
But what can we do ,

Life is a journey to be lead.

Do we know life?

Life as we know it ,
plays diffrent roles for us ,even if we want or not.
It has its own destiny ,
where we fall just to obey and face irony.

Whatever we might say, that we rule over it,
there is not even a moment,where we can conquer it.

It decides the fate of being with someone, or not together
invisible trail of love , can be lost forever
we just hope life wud be better,
but past tries to haunts us and be more wanting ever and ever.

Over and over the lessons taught ,
dont seem to fulfill our desires, and leave us distraught.
Taking so much pain and living accordingly
is it necessary to have a life ............like this and live so painfully.

Why cant we write our own story,
and we choose another path to give up everything of the past.
Haunting and pain wud be gone, and
so wud be the memories that make us frown.

I just hope past gets erased, now i wait for my new life to be at pace
critical moments i have to face ,
in agony and pain which i never want to embrace.
I'll live upto the time i feel , in this maze
once the riddle is solved ,i'll give up to be always in my sweet dreams
and memories with more love than dismay and disgrace.