22 September 2005

Life with 'The One'

Knowing the facts of life,
U care to love someone and
U promise to stay with them throughout your time.

Even when u know
U cant stand the pain of being alone.
U always guess 'the one' never should go,
The sooner u know,that nothing stays along,
May be u wouldn't have fallen into it for long.

I never say 'Not go for Love',
But its worth saying " let love be for u",'
Cos harder u stick to something , weaker is the passion for it
let life run at its pace, and find 'the one' ,
Being with whom u wont be out of place.

16 September 2005

Sunken Feelings

Not by intention , still left alone in this dismal place ,
Forgotten by the ones I thought cared .
Not knowing what's to become of my insignificant soul,
Fearing I might never recover from the state which i never have choosen of my own .

Tears once stopped,started flowing from my unhappy eyes
And form a stream that flows me further away ,
Heart aches for happiness that is lost don't know where,
Panic of this lives forever and bring my end near.

Scared to be in this place all alone ,
I know that no one has life as easy go.....
But with no one around to save me from pain
Accompanied only by anguish that creeps from within
Terrified of what the future will entail .

Will I be over with it ?
I question my mind for it.
Where happiness melts and sorrow takes over
Living this life is becoming all too familiar ,
Remedy for which i cant yet reach over.

Each day that passes hope gets diminished
Fear traps me in the world of hatred
Pleasure gets buried in this world of misery
And life filled with joy has been forgotten and lost
Forever perhaps I may lead this life where there is only me and no one else atmost.

Sadness is abundant ,yet often routine
And becomes my only remembrance of what life really has seen
Luck i once believed has never struck me with its charms.
Pass few years have given enuf, for me to be in fears with no ones arms.

Where depression and agony arose from the heart
I still try to avoid this miserable state.
Trying is what i have been doing so.
For it's all I've ever known and keeps me alive .

*Its nothing that i am unhappy ......in life i have lead so far.......but desires to achieve
are pulling my legs too far..... sometimes we all have down phases.....where hardwork
and motivation may lead u towards better days*

11 September 2005

Does Expectation Provide Anything?

Lets discuss on the topic,
Expecting i would myself resolve the matter.
Hate to admit that expections lead
towards my dream house to shatter.
Yes, I and others too... fall and get trapped in this web,
Exepecting from people they love and hate .......

What happens is for time being , some fulfill their 's and some
fall in dismay because of others.
Irony is still whole world is connected through it,
We knowingly or unknowingly do expect something or other from each other.......
Lets see relationships, expecting is the tie between the two ,
Still to prolong the time lap for relationship , i suggest less expectations
would definately delay the discussions we do not agree on,
and seperations we never thought of.
I myself have not and niether can all of us
fulfill what all has been expected from us.

Stil iam trying to come out of the web , explaining myself
for should i or should i not expect from others......
the sooner i find an answer .......
sooner i would be saving my dream house to shatter.